blehh

[[xanga]]

[[feeln]] tired.. -_-

[[bumpn]] utada hikaru - eternally

im so bored...yesterday was so confusing .. ehh.. i hate being confused ><.. dont know whats going on, messes with mah head man... then i just sit there wondering how i should process the words into my head so i can understand it...uh..alrite... anyways..

h a p p y b i r t h d a y m a e y g a n

hope all of your wishes come true :D `n have fun !

[[what`s this..?]] steve..! hope you having fun in la..come back soon =[ i miss yoo... ehh... >.<

yesterday `n today i went to the mall at meadows.. got some new clothes ^^ and bought my cousin swat 3 for her birthday... ahah 10 bucks o0. then went home eat dinner `n showerd `n all tha usual stuff...

[[now i`m..]] sitting here listening to slow music.. jus relaxing and thinking ..

good night

[[xanga]]

[[feeln]] ashamed yet bothered..

[[bumpn]]  jinu sean - how deep is your love

solli i didnt update.. been moving.. ^^ now iym at rhodes ranch :D anyway.. these few days been boring.. tv computer sleep.. etc...i miss steve..yes? been tinkin bout him a l o t.. [sighs] ehh... -..-yeap anywhoo

[[ to susan ]] soosan!!.. dang..iym hekkuh sorry bout jokkn yoor stuff soosan.. dun be mad.. mkae? i can take it off if yoo want.. jes dont be mad at mee =\ iym hekku solli, accept mah apologies :[?

[[random thought]] jimmie.... i hope yoo gonna be alrite :[ i miss yoo..gone for 2 weeks..wow..

i feel bad.... bout diss situation.. diss problem i have.... that makes me to want to make my xangah better.. or so i tink.. because evrything i see in other peoples.. this thot comes out of nowhere.. `n i tell mahself.. "i gotta do better on mah xangah!" not knowing.. that i was jokkn `n stealin ideas from other people... yes yoo can call me a jockerr.. i can accept that 1o0% because i know its true. i feel extremely guilty.. i will stop from now on. and apologies to everyone.. no matter whoo.. i am very sorry about stealing your very own ideas `n thots.. accept my apologies please..truely.

sayonara

[[xangah]]

[[feeln]] soooooo bored

[[bumpn]] ATB - too much rain over paradise

helloo there.. i am so bored... wow!............. this must be the most boring week i have ever encountered in my lyf!... >=l anywhoos...

[[yesterday]] was the day i really thought about things... you know.... in life... yoo really gotta "eat/use" your brains...got me thinking.. thenk yoo again to my bro.. jookay.. for the lecture/lesson of the day.. yes? wow... yesterday...out of a rare coincidence of which mah bro asks me a random ?! question out of no where... which was "do yoo evn remember my chinese name"

me: yea!! of course
bro: what is it then?
me: (where i made my mistake.. when i said lam wing chak instead of lam ming chak)
bro: WHAT?!  lam wing chak??! you dont evn remember yoor bro`s name?!
me: oops........?.. [[oh !! ><]]
bro: [[goes to tell ma `n aunt `n evryone in the kitchen]]
(insert laughter `n not being able to believe ___ noises)
bro: how about dad`s chinese name?
me: (insert my dads chinese nickname)
bro: WHAT??!?!?!?!? how can you forget your own fathers name?! (insert lecture)

and blah....x245

yehp... (insert lecture) after 5 minutes or so... i was on the couch beginning to write my dads `n bros chinese name 5o0 tyms or so mah bro says. dehn mah bro comes and (insert lesson) then tears come `n he forgives me... yeh... i know..... i forgot mah bros `n dads chinese name.... i feel ashamed `n guilty...

[[a thought out of various reasons]] have you ever heard someone say "Live everyday like its your last"? well i dont tink yoo can do that because most people cant accept the fact that you can die anytime.. either its tomorrow.. the next second.. the next minute.. the day after tomorrow.. etc.. so how can you pack everything.. have all the fun you evuh wanted.. and all your "goodbyes" into one 24-hour day?! if tomorrow.. you still live, then it would all be nah worth it.. yoo know what im saying? soo.. yehp... just a thought

[[today]] was the most boring day i ever experianced.. the ps2 was messd= no video games.. so jes rolled around watching [[stir of echoes]] wid ah bang `n listen to 2 pac - changes.. all day long .. if not.. then i was eating quizno`s `n frito lays.. yea.. a fat day. i jes realized that wen im bored.... i eat... ><

adios.

[[xangah]]

[[feeln]] tired `n bored...

[[bumpn]] nothn

     yehp.. today woke up sayin [[wHAt?!]] at 9:o0 wen ma told mee we gon have to load all the shiet in the house into the cars `n go to new house to keep packn. after all of that, we all went to sam`s club to buy all these stuff for the new house while mee `n ah bang [[lily]] lookd at laptops comps `n pc games.. wen i walkd in there i was lyk [[w0ah! i dint know sams club was soo big :D]]  wid lots of stuff, i thot it was lyk.... walmart or somethin.. dehn walkd around playin x-box `n ps2, lookd at some clothes, dehn bought 2 tank tops... wen i found mah mom she `n her bf were pushin 2 carts full of all these things while mah aunt found a cart full of her things.. deng they bought soooooo much stuff it barely fitted in the trunk, ehh.. 205$ worth of things from sams club, 3 carts full.. deng!!

aftuh that. went to palace station for tha x458345 tym `n ate a BLT ^^ sooo good.. i nevah get sick of it :D aftuh the food, i was walkn bakk to the parking lot wid family wen i saw diss viet guy drawin diss grls face ^^ i havent gotten mah face drawn by  a person before since i was liddo.. so i decided to have him draw it for mee, `n mah mom sayd.. yoo want one?? yehh!! buh mah sis did it firs.. dehn i went.. had to sit 5 minutes starin into a lamp sidewaise nah bein able to move wtd?! >:O so i got up `n lookd at tha portrait.. i was lyk.. ooh so das how i look lyk to other people :[ so so fugly ><.. eww... oohh well =/

now im at home tinkin of things that are worth tinkin about.. soo yeh, dont wanna type..toodles..